從大一到大五。
從第一季到第五季
以前一直覺得老友記是個奇跡。
十年是個奇跡。
現(xiàn)在發(fā)現(xiàn)，時間不是個奇跡。
歲月如梭才是個奇跡。
好在，我們都一直在成長。
喜悅，悲傷，苦難，尷尬，疲憊，猶豫，憤怒，無奈，這一切都讓我更加感激上天賜予的生命。
誰說只有快樂的人生才值得度過？

                            --------2010-4-25

It feels so good to stay at home all day watching the shows you like. I can't complain about anything right now. 'Cause I actually feel really good, even my toughest anxiety becomes forgettable. I've finally got the chance to finish GA Season 5 today, and after that something drove me so hard to recollect the show from the very beginning as well as recollect the pieces of my life.
　　
　　When I first started watching GA, I've never thought it would mean this big for me. Some shows just not only the entertainment of our life, they're like friends who knew you at the first place and still they're always there giving you a shoulder to cry on. They carry our memories, histories and feelings. GA is the one for me. Maybe it's not the greatest show ever, but for me it's significant. I've been growing with it. I've been growing as every character does. I've been growing with a heart dark and twisty.
　　
　　It is true that when something begins, you generally have no idea how it's gonna end. The future is never what we've imagined.
　　
　　Back from the beginning, Meredith was asking her good looking one-night-standed partner with amazingly attractive hair to leave with a corny embarrassment revealed on her smiling face; Christina was confidently asking about being "selected as the best intern" and whining about Izz's former part time job as a model; George had never gave up being nice or getting close to the others, but he was taken as a joke; Izz was told to do the rectal examination and can't help making her face when she stuck her fingers into the ass of a patient; Doc. Baily was wearing her mushroom head which is subject to very popular criticism even today; Here comes Burke, the perfect guy who resolutely left his fiancée in the wedding ceremony and us in the middle of the show...
　　
　　We can't tell who's the best at the beginning. Meredith lost in the hospital; George panicked in the surgery room being watching and betted on by the other interns, and he got a creepy name "007"; Izz got Baily pissed off by interrupting her nap for a patient who needs antibiotics rather than the reason that someone was dying; Alex was just an arrogant rude jerk.... And I've been there before, panic, complain, lose, freak out, be silly, cocky, selfish and inconsiderate... or even worse. I can't tell whether I can handle my life rightly and bravely at that time neither.
　　
　　None of them have imagined they would become family of each other; None of them have predicted those pains, struggles, changes or those life and death things injected in their life; None of them have realized and expected those massive magnificent changes happening everyday around them; None of them have ever thought they would become this strong to handle the pain, the loss and departure. Just as what Izz said at the last "you don't recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you're right in the middle of it." We don't recognize anything until we're actually experiencing the most of it. Their life keeps growing deep. So does mine. And I'm growing deep too. I don't run away like before, I face things, I stand up on my own, and I handle them. GA is showing and witnessing the histories and changes of my life too.
　　
　　In GA, hospital is a battlefield, and doctors are soldiers. They don't surrender, because they can't. They've been working their ass off for saving lives, or not that great, just for avoiding mistakes and killing. But what they're doing is sacred. All of the stories going on in this show carry only one clue ---- take the time to treasure. I'm gonna quote the last voice-over in the end of Season 5, and I'm gonna ask myself and everyone else who reads this article:
　　
　　Did you say it? "I love you. I don't ever wanna live without you. You changed my life..." Did you say it? Make a plan, set a goal, work toward it, but every now and then, look around, drink it in. 'Cause this is it. It might be gone tomorrow.


【拼寫錯誤已修正，見諒】

Yang明明長了一雙在亞洲人眼里近乎可笑的豌豆眼，可是她有美麗的頭發(fā)，光潔的面龐，她念順溜的臺詞，你認為她就是Doctor Yang，她不可能是一個演員或任何人。

那個才華橫溢，最有野心的人。她吃飯的時候往嘴里塞的最多的是條狀的紅蘿卜，一邊吃還要一邊發(fā)表她糾結的言論，永遠是用最快的速度分析出事物的辯證性，如果沒辦法做決定就紅紅眼眶，煙視媚行的離開。如果覺得理直氣壯占了道理，就雄赳糾氣昂昂的奔赴戰(zhàn)場。（病床與手術臺之間）

我承認我抗拒不了。我抗拒不了太多的東西，little Grey的photographic memory,Arizona的方下巴和她身上小甜甜與御姐氣質(zhì)并存的范兒，Callie的大眼睛和紅唇....

所以我不可能離開這部劇。

不知道為什么只放了10集
非常期待
人鬼戀的噱頭放的久了 反而令觀眾感覺造作
同性戀的分合 多少還讓人有些摸不著頭腦
花心醫(yī)生最終喜歡小格雷 有些突兀
上季B的婚姻出現(xiàn)問題 這季卻一點都沒交代
反而是第一集開頭 M幻想D死亡那段 著實讓我出了身冷汗 有些驚艷

好吧！我承認！我承認我很脆弱！我承認看到第五季的最后兩集哭的撕心裂肺！
我跟彤彤和大姐說，這部劇用一個字概括就是“亂”，用三個字（“第一次”知道意思的笑笑，不知道的飄過！）就是“婚外戀”。真的，彤彤說或許是因為美國的開放大家都很“who cares”的態(tài)度。但不是，就像心理醫(yī)生說的那個洛城的喪偶的帥哥男醫(yī)生(抱歉，忘記他的名字）只是用性來逃避，來轉(zhuǎn)移注意力?；蛟S他、她、他們、她們都是這樣!
但是在這里我看到mark竟然想安頓下來，而不是繼續(xù)做hook?。ǖ俏液懿幌矚g他跟little grey在一起，不是很配：而且她應該還喜歡O'Malley才對，難道他退出劇組她就輕易淡忘？）
而meredeith終于在eq方面有了重大的成長，當然這種成長總是與各種變故有關，從一開始的第一季第一個鏡頭就注定要在一起的一對終成眷屬。
O'Malley他真是個不幸的小子，暗戀meredeith只換來一夜激情，沖動之下跟callie結婚，發(fā)現(xiàn)愛的是izzie結果證實只是最好的朋友的那種愛，被little grey暗戀還渾然不知，申請去當戰(zhàn)地醫(yī)生結果為了救人被車撞成“無名氏”，現(xiàn)在生死未卜，不過十有八九是要掛掉啦！
izzie對病人的感情永遠熱忱而質(zhì)樸，當然除了denny那一次。一直打工讓自己上學，上學時懷孕把孩子給別人撫養(yǎng)（這條線索還有待展開，是考驗她與alex的關鍵一步，推測她在第六季不會掛?。?，找到true love，即使是她幻覺中的denny回來也最終不會動搖（當然，一點點還是在所難免，人之常情啊?。?，她在第五季倒數(shù)第二集的自白堪稱經(jīng)典，將會與最后一集一起永遠的留在我的電腦中。
alex看起來倒是很能把性和愛分開，他的父親，他的家庭，還有很多未解之謎。他結婚典禮的獨白真實不做作！（最愛的還是burke的那段，可惜...個人覺得他一定會回來，以考驗yang和那位）
cristina野心勃勃，每天第一個到醫(yī)院為了搶到最好的病人，竟然從未逃過課，與教授有過3年的密切關系，被拋棄后打擊很大，盡管從未給她正面描寫但，從她小心翼翼的開始新一段感情就可以預料到，但是就是這樣的她才能造就登上醫(yī)學雜志封面的burke，才能讓已經(jīng)出離麻木的XX（抱歉，再次忘記他的名字）說出：“I Love U.”
Bailey我超愛，就是太愛哭，抱著Shepherd哭，抱著Richard哭，誒，壓力太大啦！估計第六季會和老公離婚，迎來新的春天，她是目前為止還沒有亂搞過的！希望她能保持，當然只是希望。
Richard也是糾結在Adele和Susan Grey之間，誒，天天在醫(yī)院工作到深夜，難怪只能...
好~回到撕心裂肺的話題！之所以會變成那樣，可能還是我的心境跟alex很像，眼睜睜的看著心愛的人即將無疑地自己而去。在這里，我心中的這個人是我的爺爺，還記得他做的蘿卜條湯，還記得他給我講的朝鮮戰(zhàn)爭，可是今年過年的時候，我去看他，他瘦弱的身軀吃力地從沙發(fā)上起身，朝我一步步挪動，當他喊起我的名字時眼睛里已經(jīng)充滿了淚水。霎時間，我才真正的意識到他老了，不再能騎著自行車去遛狗，不再能在院子里種我最愛吃的綠色無公害小柿子和開滿我家大水塘的粉色荷花。我知道，他不久就會離開我，我知道，我真的知道！那種無力感！我對他死亡的恐懼就已經(jīng)讓我戰(zhàn)栗如此，我不敢想象...
妝花了，不寫了。